Felt like extremely tired mind and body. Teaching made me felt like I am not enough. Students looks like Monkey they dun care what I say keep saying their own word.especially yao yu totally inherit his father hot temper but also inherit his father wisdom n talent.. I don't know just wish to run far far away from church. I wish I were snail hiding inside it's self.
Johnson really wake me up he said the impression I gave people wasn't strong enough my heart keep shaking. sometimes even missing to the world. That is why they want to block me for blessing. Bro Shu lin tried very hard to train us but we always let him down. I can't blame anyone for blocking my way. I am the one who destroyed all the blessing from God.
How to breakthrough my limitations... I don't felt like comfortable to stay at church.......
