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Monday, January 28, 2013

厌倦戴面具的自己在公司是ok 小姐,在教会要把自己包装成乖乖女在pos要当辅导员在朋友面前当小丑要假装自己很开心。只有在家里可以做回自己
朋友放我飞机我很高兴不用entertain 别人但我放别人飞机他们会不高兴
本来答应johnson 一起吃晚餐可是他在忙着church mission 我心中暗自开心。我失去往日的热情。只喜欢与妈咪彤彤一起

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Felt like extremely tired mind and body. Teaching made me felt like I am not enough. Students looks like Monkey they dun care what I say keep saying their own word.especially yao yu totally inherit his father hot temper but also inherit his father wisdom n talent..  I don't know just wish to run far far away from church. I wish I were snail hiding inside it's self.
Johnson really wake me up he said the impression I gave people wasn't strong enough my heart keep shaking.  sometimes even missing to the world. That is why they want to block me for blessing. Bro Shu lin tried very hard to train us but we always let him down. I can't blame anyone for blocking my way. I am the one who destroyed all the blessing from God.

How to breakthrough my limitations... I don't felt like comfortable to stay at church.......

Sunday, January 6, 2013

亲爱的天父宝贵的真父母
我的心充满了无限的感恩是无法用言语来表达的感恩.这两天的原理课程被圣灵感动尤其是播放父亲的Last prayer video 我的心被父亲给融化眼泪无止境的落下对父亲充满着无数的思恋
父亲您好吗我一直活在自责中所以害怕与您相见可是当我发现与你相隔越远心中的焦虑与不安涌上心头
原理的力使我在此复活很多时候我与原理背道而驰.原理是快乐与自由的秘密但是如果不把原理生活化还是一无所有。父亲的耗尽一生用血泪汉还回来的原理讲论目的是想要拯救堕落的天父的孩子.foundation day 即将来临, Bro shu Lin 说the person who are ready for foundation day than they will felt much excited for this day . Am I ready ? The answer is No. Through the lesson of Bro Aeron I just realize that I am just like Israelites at the wildness keep complaining and lost faith in central figure .History keep repeating if Israelites have absolute faith in Moses and received the blessing from God then they could reach Canaan on 21 . days then could laid the foundation of substance