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Thursday, December 20, 2012

典型的双子座,双子座有自愈能力但是没有什么事比放弃更容易。我一向有happy go lucky 的精神.每次难过时都会大笑总会做些事让自己开心
但是这一次却失效
Saturday, December 8, 2012

Trip like hell

It was a trip like hell for me .We were ready to go East coast on today

I woke up earlier .

I don't know why I always feel not comfortable while entering center

just feel like running away

when Jun told me Bro shu Lin going to Allen 's house to drive Allen Car

Then We go together

Once we reach center I heard Bro Wei chen was shouting

I know something went wrong

He shouted at us why we being late he cannot accept it since we knew DP

when we talked about how about Allen's kids.He seems like very angry

He never arrange seat for them .It was a first time he yell at us

I asked Angie and said that she doesn't know everything just told me to asked Bro shu Lin

Bro shu Lin answer me He very busy as he already appointed Angie to be person in charge of name list

why Angie could tell me she doesn't know everything

It was communication error why put all the false on us .It was unbelievable a loud voice like as loud as which could hurt my eardrum.I am lacking of ability for doing God providence.The more i involved in it I felt like losing myself.I coudn't feel God or even doubt of it.

Friday, December 7, 2012


Energy please
dun know why i felt so sleepy nowadays

easy to get tired .I was busy but I always sneak out for take a short break

By right I wont get so tired.I got enough rest

My hearts felt so tired ..No more energy to go on

Father , I am really tired le.....

Today is Ada birthday I am happy to see him to start a happy family

He has beautiful wife ,lovely Tong Tong , new brand car and supportive family

What else his ask for ???

Happy to stay together thank God for giving blessing

If papa still here I believe he would be happy with Ada..missing you so much papa

I felt something important is missing in my life ..

You know right , father ?
Saturday, December 1, 2012

Give me a break
I have been busy for the whole month of Nov .Finally this week I could have my own time. I supposed to go KL for attending workshop but Bro Shu Lin secretly told me that the workshop would held on Dec so I no need to go there . You will never know how great the feeling while at home .I love to be at home

feel like being myself and no need to be pretend in front of my family

I have been wearing mask all the time .Li Wen said I always giving my love to my family.I love to be with my family but doesn't mean that I couldn't love
other people .I am working so hard to consult Guo Liang like True Father said when the family with all the love there would be a place that you love to stay ..

Indeed ,It is so truth .Guo Liang call me that he felt struggle on him life ,parent fighting all the time , financial crisis and he felt so down

Father please help him to overcome it .I want to help him as much as I could .