Friday, November 30, 2012
Making a deal?
If God truly exits mean that I could avoid sexual harrament from Boss &
Da sis , Jun and I could found our true love prince soon If God truly exits
Deal? please tell me !!!!!
what kind of Boss ..Honestly he treat me very well and take care of me like baby
but what I want is simple I want to find my prince charming who could take care of me as a princess for ever lasting .I know once i getting older my look wont be pretty anymore then the person who like me may gone but only True love will stay forever ..
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Hunger for True Love
today just saw facebook
Yanzi looks beautiful in white .She married with her singapore BF
I felt so envy ...
I think I should give up my ocean
I dont get it ? why I cant find my true love
Am I not qualified ? or Is this punishment ?
start to worried !!! what about us
our classmate ,friend and sister who are already settle down
but boft of us stay singlesingle .Father please help us....
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
You light up my day
Yesterday Bro shu Lin suddenly call us for meeting !OMG I damn tired I don't wish to go
but Jun said bro shu Lin sound like begging us like a child , He said Bro Wei Chen already there He never sound like that or even used Bro wei chen to threaten me
so no choice still have to go
we wear pyjamas but Bro shu lin said we look more nice on this style
hahaha I would like to tell him I am going to sleep while you called us up for meeting
Bro Shu Lin record the meeting minute
OMG damn paishen I should be the one to do that next time I will write immediately
Bro wei chen always make fun on us during meeting
When they discuss about transportation He said dont know what relationship between Allan and us
He hint something " there are not subject or object partner between us "
OMG we should clarify the relationship. Bro shu Lin since understood it and he said
he will directly contact Allen no need to contact through us
Bro wei chen also added Yan Ru Jie care alot about us and treat us like her left and right hand .she treats us like treasure
I felt so much warm
Thank you Bro wei chen and yan ru Jie
I love you all so much
You know you are putting me on top of the world while hearing this.
I felt so much bless .....
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Grateful hearts
During the workshop ,I learned something from there."Grateful hearts" If you keep you hearts pure with grateful heart Your life will be bless. If you are loved by your family ,brother and sister , friend ,boss and colleague .You could have a blissful life
I felt so blessed but I am lacking of BF 's love which is very important to me
I remembered what Dyln told me ,He siad God has choosen someone for both of us now he is trying to train him to be perfected man whose could match with us.Is that true ?
During the workshop my group are awesome .They are smart enough and humble .They said they are lucky to have me as a group leader but I should said i am lucky to be with you all especially with kexin , Jia MIn
I felt tired during the meeting but the meeting quite serious for Bro wei chen and Bro shu Lin They might has some misunderstood .Bro wei chen spoke directly to bro shu lin
just like the war going to start between both of them . I am not agree with Bro wei chen this time It is not that big problem as Bro wei chen think . He is professional but we just started to build up a team
why everything has to be perfected ? we are human being .No one is prefect
We may not overlooked for the minor part but doesn't mean Bro shu Lin did something wrong .He is a leader why you have to force him and criticize him infornt all of us..I not agree with it .It made Bro shu Lin down. I always stand by Bro wei chen side but this time I know Bro shu Lin worked very hard in order to reach you expectation
Sunday, November 18, 2012
Why you did it again and again
After workshop I would like to give myself a break
Yan qiu invited us to have dinner together then I also invited Kelly and Boom
More people will be much better
I felt so disappointed with Boon .she likes to doubt people
I though I already accept her in my heart but this time she made me angry
She love to show off in front of people even she doesn't know what we talked but she pretend she knew it
I couldn't stand her anymore her thinking was so complicated .She used to judge people
I treat yanqiu well she said I deliberately did it to show her
I used to treat people well what is the point that I need to show it .
Thursday, November 8, 2012
Heavenly father and True parents
感谢祢这些年对我的厚爱从以前就渴望谈一场轰轰咧咧的爱情到现在我的人生中却未能遇上我的幸福！！是我太失败了吗？
但是你却让我遇上无数的天使,把我们当成公主一样呵护.从翼翔团胜远霸初二的好朋友到高中在到新加坡的Leslie Kelvin Zhi ren Chung leong 到南院的Anthony 与现在的Allan Mr Ting Anson dlyn ..一路走来一直被呵护的象公主。从中患了严重的公主病愚味的以为别人对我们的好是里所当然！直到Leslie Kelvin Zhi ren 的离开让我从天堂跌到地狱。我觉得魔咒从此在我们身上生效了
这几天在训读天一国主人家庭是建立天国的基础我很渴望可以建立家庭28岁了应该是建立家庭的适合年龄可是我的幸福呀你在哪里呢？
抱着可爱的彤彤多次幻想当妈妈的样子
I felt so lost ...I am so scare I lack of ability !!! How I am going to do tomorrow ?? Why keep forcing me to do it !! I am not the type of girl you expected I am !!! I am so scare to let you down !!! I am lacking of confident I got stage fright .Bro wei Chen and bro Shu lin I know u want to train me but it is kinda stress you've put on me!!! Why everything must be perfect ? You told me seriously if I didn't reach you expectation you will definitely return me with black face !! Why? I just want to live in simple way I don't want to be leader as I know I am not qualify ... Pls give me a a spare . I don't wish to involved in it as I don't want to destroy the relationship between us ..I know you will struggle me in future !!! Please dun let it happen ..I am truly cherish the relationship with your family
Wednesday, November 7, 2012
Friendship is.......
从Korea 回来之后丽文改变了很多, 在Korea 那段期间我挣扎她的计较，自私与那严重的猜疑心，她把我对她的好用力的砸在地上
她让我觉得友情需与利益挂勾.在出国前一天我以为external hardisk 在center house 不见.要她帮我问Bro Shu lin 是否在他那？可是一句无情的话在我心理狠狠的画上一刀....但是Johnson 人在沙巴她到我哭泣的声音二话不说马上打给Bro Shu lin .Jonhson 真的让我好感动！每次不开心总是打给他，慢慢的他变成我的辅导师。感谢Allan, Anson 对我们的好好的象被呵护的公主。
