My Sercet Garden.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

你爱的手牵引我走着人生路....

Dear my beloved heavenly father and true parents
Father Last sunday we went to Sunday Service outing .We woke up earlier .
I afraid we were getting late.We not fimiliar the way to Holy ground..Actually I went
there a few time still cannot recognise the way to Holy Ground.
.I though the destination was near and I scared I would missed the point so I
I quickly made a turn before Holy Ground. then We walk down to Holy ground..
Suddenly I saw brother Kok Kiang .he told us we got the wrong way.It was still far away
to Holy Ground.He said he seldom lost the ways and dun know why today will missed it"
Father I know you love us very much.You prepared everything for the sake of us
I love you Abba tian fu..If without u guidance We will lost our way.Thank you so much father for you
always sending angel to guide our way...I was happy I walked down together with didi
He was too cute and always asking me naive question...I love to be with didi ..
I love blessed family..
We had fun we had joy together .I love to be with children .They are very close to me.
they brought me happiness.They all my baobei
especially didi ,Evan ,yu xuan ,zi xuan m,yao yu,qiqi,jia en,yu hui ,yong rong...I can't
imaging my life without children.

After game ,Brother Tian heng shared a lot of God's creation with me and Ann.
I was moved by what he said.He elighten me .The creation of Universal...
I can't imaging the incredible Love of God.The secert of the Universal.The beatuy of nature.
Thank you Abba tian fu..You are soooo great.I cant findthe word to describe your love and great..

Thank you for Bro tian heng meaniful word.I will always keep his word in my hearts

Time for luch ,Johnson ,samuel were sitting with us.It was very fun to be with them..
Johnson always make the funny joke , samuel also .honestly it was a great time
to chat with them.I luv them very much..

Briney received a call from Bro Wei xiong. he said that his car window was broken by
thief .We quickly drove them to police station..Oh my God.It was always happened in
in Holy ground. Holy ground is the holy place how could let its became black area.
Father please bless this place would became the peaceful and holy garden.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

I need you , God
Father , today I felt down .No mood ...
I prepared myself to Cheong Pyeong
but recently I hear that A Da going to name of bad list due to his credit card debt..
If he not settle his debts on certain time
Jia min's mother intend to borrow RM5000 from Ah Fa.
Ah Fa couldn't say "not" because she is Ah fa mother-in-law in future.
Last time Jia min's sister also wanted to borrow RM5000 from Ah fa . dun know
whether he had borrow money for them or not.
Ada and A fa just quit Pin .They gave up the higher salary in order to help Sam in new company
Sam still owing large amout of money from A Da and A fa. I can't figure out their money could return
back or not.
They finacial situation became very tight .

Father they may not have extra money to support our Autopass .
How could I go cheong pyeong without thinking of them...
Father please give me a way from darkness to brighten ways .
please give me a sign....
"

Brother wei chen announce both of us are going to cheong pyeong on Nov
I never told to bro Wei chen I wonder why he would know it?
everybody knew it.How I gonna to change my plan?
so bad....

Father I feel so stress

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Out of difficulties make miracle ..
Nowadays busy for searching cheaper ticket
plan to go cheong pyeong for 21days workshop
and stopover to HK for two days
yesterday was the last time of promotion
Today have to paid more S$200
feel heart pain...
still not booking ticket yet
I worried about how I going to apply long vacation leave
how Tuition center running
some more financial problem
There are so many things for me to handle ...
Father please guide me to the workshop...

Last Sunday I taught 10 commendent in SS
The lesson was good ,student could catch up main point easily
I determine myself to practice 10 commandment in my daily life
to practice true love as well..
Saturday ,it make me feel sad
I scolded hao feng
He said that I was unfair to him
felt sad ,I adore him so much but he couldn't feel it
he creid .I felt heartpain too..

Luckily children is easily to forget "hate"
after half hour he started to smile and talk to me...
my heart feel much reliased..

How I wish I could join 21days wokshop with Fang ,Yin together..
Thank you for Mr Ting ...Thank God for always sending angel to help us to overcome
our difiicuiltes...I truly believe 15Nov Iwill be in Korea...

Happy to spent time with my sweethearts

After meeting Sweethearts .we had a movie -resident Evil with Mr Ting and Siew Leng

Recently visit sis Ina at her house
she shared a lot about her full time life in oversea
I was so envy her
God has bless her so much
she has a beautiful family
especially the two kids
soooo adorable..
I was playing with them while Sis Ina was sharing.
Her life was full of meaningful and challenge or I could said the life of full time was beautiful ..