You are my all in all
Dear our beloved heavenly father and True Parents
How are you ,father ..My life has been so bless since I have you .
Nowadays it quite tough for me
Mei ling misunderstood with me
she being tooooo ridiculous
I don't wan to quarrel with her
Why she cant understand ?
She cant control her temper
she though this is our fault
our fault???
Sis Ann told me her attitude before so as brother Shu lin
Johnson said she is childish
briney defend her , not childish is childlike
she always being irresponsible
but We didn't said any bad word behind her .we said maybe she need someone to care for...
one call "I couldn't teach this week because I have to attend workshop" most often this reason
one call "today no mood I don't want to teach"
Did I said anything?
Did you ever think of me ?
The answer is "Never " ,you cannot be too selfish
if you are think you are not good in your life
please go and fight for your life
No money ? I pay her salary in advance
even overpaid to her
at the end she said when I need someone help where are you?
It is hurting me
No transport I fetch her ,sometime I can't make it she return me at black face
you are not children longer
you must settle your own problem
Last Saturday she last min call us she wanna stay my house
but I got my appointment
I cannot can canceled my appointment just because of you
please be more understanding
she always go and come without shadow.
Briney forget to bring her phone out , my phone running out of battery
fine ,this is our fault you called us several time you couldn't reach us..
Once I saw the message your wrote I was worried about you walking alone in the street
I quickly drove to find you
I kept calling you but your phone is running out of battery.
I message you and kept calling you ,you didn't reply my call or mgs
then next couple day you called me you said this is not you fault ,your phone fault.
How could you said that ?
even I want to help you ,you don't tell me the truth
you always keep inside your heart
how can i talk to your heart ?
sometime you being rude...
You want me to drive all along to KL becuase you got a heavy langange
I am not good in driving
beside spent more time and money ..This is quite tough job
I couldn't help this time
but I could afford transport fees of your belonging .
but you don't appreciate ..forget it......
I give up
I surrendered
Father I am so sorry for keep on complaning
Once I "fa xie" I felt much better
Actually I don't want to end our relationship as sister like that
I will try to call her when she calm down
otherwise she will continuous to complain and I will get mad
please bless Mei ling ,I know her life is quite hard ....
but she has to face it not only just hide....
be brave to fight....
