Forgiveness
Dear heavenly father and True Parents
Recently I met my ex best friend Kai fang in Jusco . She looks beautiful now
She used to be my best friend during high school .We were together with
Qing ,Wen ,Jun ,fang and I.
We had fun together
but sometime we may had quarrel.
I used to be a "jia xin bin" between them
because Fang 's temper was not good at all
I always give in to her
People think I was scared of her ..some call me morons or Idiot
but In fact I am not scared her I was truly cherish the relationship of friend between us
She is the one who always encourage me and listened to me
so I like to be with her
she would not say something to hurt me
she praised me and gave me suggestion.
I love to share my though over to her
Every time I get thing to share Qing and weng would gave me "bad word"
even jealousy .
Time passed , Fang became more "strange" she doesn't like to talk to anyone
She used to sleep at class and her result drop more significant on Senior Middle two She seem like change to another person
I know what happened to her .She lost faith in her family
I tried to talk to her hearts she tried to close her heart .
Slowly we became "stranger" .
Then next years she left the school without finish her study and SM three.
After I graduate from high school ,We seldom contact
until I study at Southern College I met her again .I need money for my college fees
Therefore She introduce Briney and I a job in New York hotel .This Job is not suit for us
but the salary was high .so we worked at the same company.
I worked so hard to build up the relationship as before unfortunately we can't be a good friend as before
I don't know WHY .
Four years ago ,She said something to me that hurt very deeply.
She said my mom wasn't a good babykeeper .Something like My mom abushed her sister's daugther .I was speechless .
She could said that and mean it. How could she said that something which is so untruth and terrible thing to someone
who always take care of you and treated you well .We went to travel we brought her together
Daddy fetch her back home everyday .Even daddy car's break down on the road .He gave money to her to take taxi home
Daddy said that "kang fang is your friend and she help you to found a high salary Job (daddy doesn't know what is
this Job)so you must treat her well " I remembered what daddy said.
At the end she treat us like this way.
Three years later
She called me out because she knew my daddy had passed always .(I dont know whether she realize daddy
has been treat her well or not) she sent me a warm greeting.We all act for nothing had happened before
anyway I was happy she met me up although my family doesn't like that we met her .
After meeting a sense of peace came to me ..
We all do and say thing at time that hurt someone.We need forgiveness and We need to be able to forgive.
Let us all pray for those who hurt us and ask God to give us grace to forgive them.
Forgiving them give us relief from our hurt.When we can truly forgive it allow healing to take place' in our spiritual
lives.
