Tuesday, March 30, 2010
New MissionRecently I had chat with Brother Shu Lin and Sister AnnieBrother Shu Lin suppose us to join Working member network and co-operate with with Feng Liwe told brother shu Lin what we thought.finally brother Shu Lin understand our heartI told him I really want to build up our Sunday School with the culture of heartsI put a lot of effort in Sunday School.I want children could felt God's heartseven outside children could came to know God and True Parentsand their parents could came to Join us...This is my wish ,Brother Shu Ling gave us high judgment.In other hand I will keep working together with Sister Feng LiGod is really answer my prayer I always pray for God I wish I could take part of God's providence.Now the time has comeAlthough my busy schedule It is not allow me to take part of this missionI am willing to offer my time to GodThis is my offering to God..I will do it ..In the promise of another tomorrow , I will never let go Father please guide me and follow the way you are...shortly after We wanted to go home ,but Yan zi was so cuteshe wanted to be with us ..Brother Shu Lin said she never behalf like this way .It quite funny..I Love Yan chi...
Brother Shu Lin and Sis Annie's New Born baby
Cute Cute de Yan ci
Yan Chi and I
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
ForgivenessDear heavenly father and True ParentsRecently I met my ex best friend Kai fang in Jusco . She looks beautiful nowShe used to be my best friend during high school .We were together withQing ,Wen ,Jun ,fang and I.We had fun togetherbut sometime we may had quarrel.I used to be a "jia xin bin" between thembecause Fang 's temper was not good at allI always give in to herPeople think I was scared of her ..some call me morons or Idiotbut In fact I am not scared her I was truly cherish the relationship of friend between usShe is the one who always encourage me and listened to meso I like to be with hershe would not say something to hurt meshe praised me and gave me suggestion.I love to share my though over to herEvery time I get thing to share Qing and weng would gave me "bad word"even jealousy .Time passed , Fang became more "strange" she doesn't like to talk to anyoneShe used to sleep at class and her result drop more significant on Senior Middle two She seem like change to another personI know what happened to her .She lost faith in her familyI tried to talk to her hearts she tried to close her heart .Slowly we became "stranger" . Then next years she left the school without finish her study and SM three.After I graduate from high school ,We seldom contact until I study at Southern College I met her again .I need money for my college fees Therefore She introduce Briney and I a job in New York hotel .This Job is not suit for us but the salary was high .so we worked at the same company.I worked so hard to build up the relationship as before unfortunately we can't be a good friend as before I don't know WHY .Four years ago ,She said something to me that hurt very deeply.She said my mom wasn't a good babykeeper .Something like My mom abushed her sister's daugther .I was speechless .She could said that and mean it. How could she said that something which is so untruth and terrible thing to someonewho always take care of you and treated you well .We went to travel we brought her togetherDaddy fetch her back home everyday .Even daddy car's break down on the road .He gave money to her to take taxi homeDaddy said that "kang fang is your friend and she help you to found a high salary Job (daddy doesn't know what isthis Job)so you must treat her well " I remembered what daddy said.At the end she treat us like this way.Three years laterShe called me out because she knew my daddy had passed always .(I dont know whether she realize daddy has been treat her well or not) she sent me a warm greeting.We all act for nothing had happened beforeanyway I was happy she met me up although my family doesn't like that we met her .After meeting a sense of peace came to me ..We all do and say thing at time that hurt someone.We need forgiveness and We need to be able to forgive.Let us all pray for those who hurt us and ask God to give us grace to forgive them.Forgiving them give us relief from our hurt.When we can truly forgive it allow healing to take place' in our spirituallives.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
生活。爱与希望
亲爱的天父，真父母忙碌的生活让我有点透不过气但是 I enjoy my life so much...感谢天父一直与我同在从生活中体验神的爱..明天sunday school 将会与以往不同希望小朋友really could be inspiredThis week I spent too much money I really need to save money两年前的今天是我最痛苦最不想回忆的一天对我来说是一场恶梦。。Daddy I miss you and I love you morethinking of you hoping you are better
Friday, March 12, 2010
Is there fairly tale in reality?Dear our father in heaven and True ParentsFather , I am so grateful for you always guide me through out my life and dayI bough one computer bible story software.This is what I searching for so long this kind of software"The Love of Jesus" it is awesomeI think children gonna love itI wish father you could share you wisdom to me to teach children internal and externalIn order to understand True father heart we should understand Jesus heart and Jesus loveFather Thank you for giving us Jesus christ .I love Jesus ....Today is Vincent Birthdaygo out for lunch with himHe said he still waititng for meHe want me to go Korea travel togetherHow could he do this Did you ever think of Angela's feeling If my boyfriend said these to another girl I will get hurt..... I can't imagine it.... I am tired and get mad with those guy Why ???? My boss always said some crazy thing in front of meHe want me to stay with him or be with him or travel with himtooooo disgustingHe is old enough to be my dad( luckily my das wasn't like him)I don't feel like to talk to himsometime I will get angry to talk to himJust recently the media published that the Singapore director having an affair with Local modelDid men were always behave like that?Why they just couldnt be faithful with their spouse?Why Men always like thatI am so scared with the life after marriage?but when I look at bless familyThere is nothing Love affair happened in their familyThey are many beautiful love storyOne in the WorldCan I still believe in fairly tales?I had yet to taste the feeling in love...Wish to have one "love Story"....God please grant my wish ...
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Missing someone terrible...Thinking of you hoping you are betterWho is it?someone I am missing so muchDaddy and MichaelLife has been so bless to have you in my lifeI love you and miss you so muchTime goes bybut my love for you are growing deeper that deeperDaddy , you have been leaving us for two yearsbut you always stay inside my heartsI still can't believe you had gonethe memories with you are still fresh in my mindDear MichaelI am missing you so much .No any single days pass by without your music acompany.I miss you everydayMichael how are you ?thinking of you hoping you are better .Michael ,Did you don't care about the World anymore?The World was full of agony since the day your had gone .We are the WorldThe World love you so muchIf I call you out loudwill you be there,MichaelI know the power of believingMichael I will keep the faithto see you in my dream.....29 August 1958 God sent his beautiful angel down to the earthto show us how to love.......25 June 2010 God took aways his beautiful angel back to himbecause God couldn't stand to be blind to see his angel suffer like this ways .Michael Joseph Jackson 29 August 1958 -25 June 2009You will live forever and ever in my hearts......I am so grateful Briney and I the project "where Love begins"was added to link to Michael's Angel pageThank you so much for MJ's fans ....I will do more to heal the worldbecame a volunteer is always be part of my dream...
Monday, March 8, 2010
keep the faith亲爱的天父,真父母亲早上好,热烘烘的大地经过大雨的洗礼天气也变的格外清凉这几个星期以来天气闷热的让我有些受不了...这几天面对面了屋主的施压.前天有人来看店屋不知道他到底有考虑住吗?我心理产生了恐惧Little Angel是我的心血但是在我心理一直呼唤着" keep the faith , nothing is imposible with God"Father I believe you will stand by me ...............Thank you father , thank you for your loveThank you for everything you given to meIt mean a lot for me......我应该这么做才能报答天父,真父母亲您的慈爱...我将一生奉献给您...My mission , you gave it to meI will fullfill it with my heart and soulto bring more children back to you
keep the faith亲爱的天父,真父母亲早上好,热烘烘的大地经过大雨的洗礼天气也变的格外清凉这几个星期以来天气闷热的让我有些受不了...这几天面对面了屋主的施压.前天有人来看店屋不知道他到底有考虑住吗?我心理产生了恐惧Little Angel是我的心血但是在我心理一直呼唤着" keep the faith , nothing is imposible with God"Father I believe you will stand by me ...............Thank you father , thank you for your loveThank you for everything you given to meIt mean a lot for me......我应该这么做才能报答天父,真父母亲您的慈爱...我将一生奉献给您...My mission , you gave it to meI will fullfill it with my heart and soulto bring more children back to you
Friday, March 5, 2010
Dear heavenly father and TPsRecently, The tental intend to increase the rental fees to RM500It was quite terriblethis area was not that good place , no much people pass by also is not a noisy placehow could he increase RM100If I pay more RM100 I could find the biggest and noisy place in TM Universityunreasonable...He even said told me please faster to renew the contra because there got someone who want to rent this place Unbelievable ...This is a place 鸡不生蛋 鸟不生虫...I am quite angry when he said that.but I already said that pls give me three month that I could move out..That time I quite angryFather ,I dont wish to move ,I dont want my LA to overI have found my way to improve Sunday School but now he ......This is a place I could found my dreamplease father bless us to have this place...I enjoy my time to get along with childrenI love to be with themChildren would not say samething to hurt youChidren are pure and straight forwardgetting with them I felt joyfulFather , with you I am fearlessplease give me more power to love ...please give me more power to be strong
Thursday, March 4, 2010
You are my all in allDear our beloved heavenly father and True ParentsHow are you ,father ..My life has been so bless since I have you .Nowadays it quite tough for meMei ling misunderstood with meshe being tooooo ridiculousI don't wan to quarrel with her Why she cant understand ?She cant control her temper she though this is our fault our fault??? Sis Ann told me her attitude before so as brother Shu linJohnson said she is childish briney defend her , not childish is childlikeshe always being irresponsiblebut We didn't said any bad word behind her .we said maybe she need someone to care for...one call "I couldn't teach this week because I have to attend workshop" most often this reasonone call "today no mood I don't want to teach"Did I said anything?Did you ever think of me ?The answer is "Never " ,you cannot be too selfishif you are think you are not good in your lifeplease go and fight for your lifeNo money ? I pay her salary in advanceeven overpaid to herat the end she said when I need someone help where are you?It is hurting me No transport I fetch her ,sometime I can't make it she return me at black faceyou are not children longeryou must settle your own problemLast Saturday she last min call us she wanna stay my house but I got my appointmentI cannot can canceled my appointment just because of youplease be more understandingshe always go and come without shadow.Briney forget to bring her phone out , my phone running out of batteryfine ,this is our fault you called us several time you couldn't reach us..Once I saw the message your wrote I was worried about you walking alone in the street I quickly drove to find youI kept calling you but your phone is running out of battery.I message you and kept calling you ,you didn't reply my call or mgsthen next couple day you called me you said this is not you fault ,your phone fault.How could you said that ?even I want to help you ,you don't tell me the truth you always keep inside your hearthow can i talk to your heart ?sometime you being rude...You want me to drive all along to KL becuase you got a heavy langangeI am not good in drivingbeside spent more time and money ..This is quite tough jobI couldn't help this timebut I could afford transport fees of your belonging .but you don't appreciate ..forget it......I give up I surrendered Father I am so sorry for keep on complaningOnce I "fa xie" I felt much betterActually I don't want to end our relationship as sister like thatI will try to call her when she calm down otherwise she will continuous to complain and I will get madplease bless Mei ling ,I know her life is quite hard ....but she has to face it not only just hide....be brave to fight....
Cute Cute de Yan ci
Yan Chi and I
