Dear our beloved heavenly father and True Parents
Father two days ago I just received a call for bro shu Lin
He said that he want to know the relationship between Saito and I
whether I still want to keep the blessing
If not the blessing department will take action and decided to break with Brother Saito
Honestly I scared that brother and Sister would think about that is my problem
beside Saito he may facing some problem
Now he may facing the most difficult time in his life..
I know he is the darkness hour and in the despite
so i just promised bro Shu Ling I would kept the blessing
sorry father ,I am too selfish
I know Saito may break the blessing
so I just pretend to be a victim..
I scared what brother and sister would think about me
I am so bad......
Brother shu lin set a condition for me
7time kyong byeong an 7time HDK
Father ,when Sis Annie pass me the blessing form
I was shock because my spouse is Japanese
so I have to paid US$750
I almost fainted
Father I don't have much money for the blessing fund
I know this is the indemnity
so I break my blessing condition ...
Father I know the blessing is not come to easily
True father was exchange his blood ,swear in order to give us blessing
I know the important of blessing
the true life , true lineage, true love
and our ancestor could reach the salvation though me
How could I do this for our beloved heavenly father, true parents and my ancestor
I never think of God's hearts and true parents hearts..
I am unfilial daugther
The eyes of the Lord watch over those who do right , his ears are open to their cries for help..
The lord hears his people when they call to him for help .He rescue them from all their troubles. psalm 34:15,17
