Before the Movie we went to dinner .It was a nice place but expensive It was so nice to watch" This is it" with my beloved sister .She finally came to know why We so in Love with MJ .Not only his talent so it MIchael's beautiful and sensitives human heart .

Strongly recommend .A best movie concert .Just amazing

God's Word on today

Finally , all of you should be of one mind.Sympathize with each other .Love each other as brother and sisters.Be tenderhearted, and keep a humble attitude. 1 Peter3:8

My Wish....
Dear heavenly father and True Parents
Last night I had a nightmare ,Hopefully that won't be true .How I wish I could meet Dad and MJ in my dream and tell them how much I love them. I am so excited today ,We are going to watch MJ-This is it tonight.I have been waiting for such a long time .I felt sad at that moment ,MJ was not longer with us especially not longer with his beloved children.I know this gonna be very hard for his children-Prince ,Paris and Blanket.I wish they could grow up with MJ's love ,God's love and happiness. I think I need to bring 1 package of tissue as I know I will cry because I miss him so badly.Thinking of MJ and daddy hoping they are better .
Yesterday Sis Annie call Briney and I ,Regarding for the blessing on Nov 28 .True Father urge to bless as many people as he could. This year the matching will held on 28 Nov .I heard that there will be international blessing .Briney suppose to join matching in this year , I know she has yet to prepared .I don't want her to go my old way.If you couldn't humble your heart to accept someone from other races , nation ,or even his appearance , his character or so on .Blessing is the way to heaven and clean up our Sin traffer our lineage to God's lineage in order to reach perfection . All I can say that it is not that easy you imagine .Unless you could truly prepared yourself and determine yourself .Do not judge people and using God's view point to look at that person .Than the blessing of God will came to you. I don't want to be her Satan and I just want her to think twice before go for Marching .
Father ,For me I won't join the Marching on this years as I know I couldn't take it any longer .
I wish I could found my true love in outside .Father I am so sorry for not being obedience because All I want is the romance relationship.I wish father you could bless me to meet someone I love and establish One family under God with a beautiful life ..Ah JU
* Father please lead my Mommy and Daddy (spiritually) could received your holy blessing on 28 Nov. I wish Ah fa and Jia min also could join the blessing on this year.Once again father ,Thank you for giving us True Parents and Jesus. Wish to offer my life to God and True Parents .

God want to tell me on today :
Then Jesus told them ,"I tell you the truth , If you have faith and don't doubt,you can do thing like this and much more.You can even say to this mountain ," May you be lifted up and thrown into the Sea ,and it will happen .Ypu can pray for eveything ,and if you have faith,you will receive it." Matthew 21:21-22

Heavy burden
Dear heavenly Father and True parents
Father This few days I am not feeling well ..I am still sick..Father please gave me strength , I wish I could recover soon ..yesterday I take MC.I spent my whole day with my sweet hearts .Xiao Lian went to look for Job.I know xian lian is unhappy.She having a heavy family burden .Eventhough she was smile in front of us but I know she was worried about her family.Her husband used to gamble , he spent all the money on horse race .He even didnt gave household fees to Xian Lian.
Yesterday she got a new Job ,she really want to work but the reason is NO one taking care of baby.My mother doesn't want to take care baby anymore because she cannot stand it due to her hand always pain. I can understand mommy , but I don't know how to help Xian Lian .Baby doesnt want to with someone else.No choice Xian Lian only gave up the Work instead of taking care of baby.Father please help Xian lian to walk through her darkness hour . Children are innocnet .I can't bear my sweetheart suffered because o .I wish my sweetheart could grow up with all the love and happiness...
sometime my sweetheart was quite naughty , but he still looks so cute...

Sweetheart looks so cool in these picNaughty de PiPi ...I love u most..

Today i am going to learn
Then jesus said "come to me ,all of you who are weary and carry heaven burdens, I will give you rest.Take my yoke upon you .Let me teach you , because I am humble and gentle at heart,and you will find rest for your souls.For my yoke is easy to bear and the burden I give you is light." Matthew 11:28-30

Dear Heavenly father and True parents

Father Last Saturday I received a news from Sis Annie .Saito san had decided wanna to break the blessing. My heart felt complicated also ..If he wanna to keep the blessing , I will felt more struggle . Now he decided to break with me .Honestly father My heart felt sad .i don't know why? No mood for whole day ..The reason I felt sad that I cannot received your second blessing and I throw away the first blessing you had given to me..and I hurt Saito deeply ,True parents more ...Father I should not deserve for your blessing ..How I gonna to face to you , my brother and sister and my ancestor on 14 October?
Father you still bless me eve I am not deserve it ..Single member still could drink the Holy wine on that day .You are our loving God ,Thank you for our loving True parents.Father ,I wish I could get over it and I dont wanna to hide it anymore .
Sunday I had join the Workshop , Bro Aron was the good lecturer .He had sent the important part of DP for all bro and Sis .I had learn more clearly of DP through bro Aron ..I found myself was really interesting to DP . because this is the book that true father risk his life ,blood ,swear, tear and his passion of love for mankind to exchange it from Satan . Nothing greater than these..
Thank you father for you incredible love ,I come to know your love for your children .God wanted to save us from Satan sovenighty . God our creator ,He create the World according to principle.Since Adam and Eve fall. We inherit Satan lineage "Jesus said you are your father son ,the Devil. "It true .God couldn't save us .Only mankind could save us through God's help
God sent his only Son Jesus Christ for gave us salvation ,Jesus should became second Adam and became the True parents of all mankind .Due to the ignorance of Jewish , They lead Jesus to the cross .Therefore God providance has to prolong .
2000year later because of the Jesus died on the cross that we have received the salvation of spirit .so the psyhical salvation only through True parents we can have reborn .
I know how important of 14 October 2009 .When I saw the video of True father message of 14october .I cant control my tears falling down .It has been very tough for TF to set up a condition for member to received the second blessing .This could be the last because TF is became old .He is ninety year old .He still work harded for the sake of us.I was so touch by what true father had did for us .He so much wanted to give blessing for all mankind. I can see it from TF face...
How could Saito and I could break the blessing so easily we never think of the important of blessing ,the meaning of blessing and the most important WE NEVER THINK OF TRUE PARENTS"S HEARTS.FAther please forgive Saito and I if possible .I felt totally sad because I hurt you and True parents deeply .
I had start to do the condition 120 time bow and the purpose is
1 .undertanding True parents's heart
2.Repentance ourself
3. Align to God and True parents will
4. establish CIG together .
Father I hope through my condition I can more understand your heart and came close to you.
I love you heavenly father ,True parents.
Father ,Sunday I have a sunday school to outside children ,honestly they are out of control compared to second gen , Second gen are more easly to control and with onwership
This is the diffrent from Second gen and outside children .I wish I could teach them well no matter Second gen or outside children .Father please share your winsdom to me ,please stay with us with your spirit .This coming sunday I really need to prepared well for sunday school ..I wont let you down .Father for I know you are always beisde me .Thank you God and True parents .
I hope this week gonna be the days full of God's love and hope..
Heavnely father ,True Parents ,Jesus I love you from the bottom of my hearts
Loving God, True parents,Jesus ,MJ and my family are the best thing in my life...

"Heart" Complicated
Dear heavenly father and True Parents
Father , Yesterday I went to church to attend DP workshop
I was so grateful to attend this workshop while I felt extremely shame in fort of you and True parents
Million Thousand of people are waiting for the second coming Lord
how precious for the DP lecture
True father exchange his blood ,swear ,tear and suffer alot in order to tell us the truth of Divine principle
I have not qualification t o received the blessing from you and true parents
I remember that time sis hui mei , bro shu lin ,bro yong xin they tried so hard in order to sent
me to cheong pyeong to received the blessing
I am so sorry I let you down father .....I let all my brother and sister down..
beside I am so sorry to my spouse -Saito san
This is the second blessing we received from our beloved True parents
and I keep asking myself did I have any qualification to received the blessing
I treat my blessing like rubbish
and I don't treasure it at all I even didn't appreciate for True parents
I hurts God and True parents deeply..
I hate myself ...
Look what I did.. I hurt Saito san
In his darkness hour I didn't give him support
I even treat him as a stranger
I didn't reply his e-mail
I am evil people
sorry for Saito san ,heavenly father and True parents
I am not deserve to receive your blessing.....
Yesterday brother Shu lin told me he want to break the blessing
The feeling is complicated
that is what i want for long isn't it?
I though I finally could realise this heavy burden
I though I could be happy
why my heart will full of sorrow?
When I know he had left God ...
My heart is bleeding ....
Father Please lead Saito to back to you
Please bless Saito could find peace and hope ..
I know he lost his way
It is all my fault...
Father please lead him to go through the darkness hour
I sincerely hope he could found his happiness
and could built up the family under God...





If my people who are called by my name will humble themselves ans pray and seek my face
and turn from their wicked ways.I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and restore their land 2Chronicles 7:14

Dear heavenly father N true parents
Yesterday was Mid Autumn festival
I brought my student to my house
we really have fun ,there are too adorable
I am happy to spent my time with them
especial my sweet hearts...
While we celebrating this reunion festival with our beloved family,friend
on the other side of earth , Thousand of people facing death and fearless..
Just few days ago ,It is an another tragedy for mankind
thousand of people died ,thousand are injured and lost their home
A 7.6 magnitude earthquake stuck off the city of padang on Indonesia killing &trapping thousand under rubble .
At least 99 people died in Massive tsunami in Samoa
Thousand of people died in Typhoon in Philippines
We are fouture enough to live in the country without tsunami , earthquake and typhoon .
Father please bless those who lost their life in the disaster ,I hope they could found peace in other World May God blessing always be with them
They could became absolute Good spirit together with Hyun Jin Nin and Da mo Nin to build up the kingdom of God on earth and on heaven
and father bless those who love their love one ,they could really breakthrough the darkness despair...Father I pray for that
you kingdom would came soon therefore we all may live in your kingdom without suffer .
Unbelievable Tsunami ,earthquake and typhoon happened in the same week
We can see that God is grieved ,in the age of Noah
God was sad when he saw the earth multiply the evil people
Only Noah is the righteous man in this age
God intend to destroy all his creation
The flood cover all the land
The some thing happened it could be another sign?
Look at our environment , our society , our World
The evil spirit in anywhere...
True father said if we can't fulfill the kingdom of God in year 2013
One of the half people in the earth would go to spirit World...

I will bless the Lord who guides me ; even at night my heart instructs me.I know the Lord is
always with me .I will not be shaken ,for he is right beside me. Psalm 16:7-8