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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

One night I had a dream─I dreamed I was walking along the beach with Lord and across the sky flashed scenes form my life. For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, one belonged to me and the other to the Lord.When the last scene of my life flashed before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that many times along the path of my life, there was only one set of footprints, I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in my life.This really bothered me and I questioned the Lord about it "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way, but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints.""I don't understand why in times when I needed you most, you should leave me."The Lord replied, "My precious precious child, I love you and I would never never leave you during your times of trial and suffering.""When you saw only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."
Thursday, March 26, 2009

Cute cute baby swimming on sunday
After sunday service I cancelled all the apointment because of him

Mother and Son ?

Isnt baby know how to swim ?

Sweet heart ,What are you looking like that?




Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Dear heavenly Father and True parents

Fahter , how is your day so far ? I am pretty good . Yesterday I met someone who is suffering of cancer he ask for passer byhelp .He need a huge of money for his medical treatment .I was admired by his spirit he stongly believe he will get will soon .Thefore i gave him all the money i left on my bag .I wish i could met him one day .....
but i forget i still have 6 more day to get my paid it mean that without lunch for this coming week ..Anyway I wish he can really breakthrough the sickness.may God bless him
He inspired me that -be faith on everything...

I will keep it on ...I believe my dream will come true soon..



Thank you for heavenly father and true parents always be with me

Monday, March 23, 2009

Dear heavenly father and True parents
Father this sunday sis Yora appoint me to be MC of sunday school .Even they are children I still few nervous .when i offer prayer , I totally dun know what i say .I am so sorry father I didnt do well..
Later I taugh middle group about baby Moses . I think I perform well on this part.Anyway father I promise i will try to do it better ,Thank you for giving me this chance...
After sunday service we have birthday celebration .I love second generation ...There are so addorable Meanwhile our church alaso invite sis Min rong to gave us a sermon.I didnt have chance to talk to her ..




Tuesday, March 17, 2009


Dear heavenly father ,True parents
Father, Today JB is sick or I can say Malaysia in now under Satan attack .Robbery , thieves ,muder, rapper was everywhere I felt tired of this political factor ,education system , races discrimination.
I felt disappointed with our government. Why the number of crime is keep increasing in Malaysia. They need to take action otherwise Malaysia will became a crime city top of the Asia. Malaysia is actually a satanic city now.
Heavenly father please save this country .I love Malaysia. This is my home, there are many people I love while they stay in this land. I love the scenery in Malaysia. I love the culture in Malaysia .This is a place where I was born…Can police protect the resident in Malaysia? What should we do? Father please bless Malaysia to became a peace of capital
Father, yesterday my window of car was broke off by someone .They steal away briney’s bag inside the car when briney was carry baby to Money changer . Luckily there is not more valuable thing inside the bag only left two hand phone and MP4 but the bag is quite expensive, it cost around HK$500.This month is just like terrible dream for me..
I should be grateful baby and briney were fine. Thank God and True parents are always protecting us from harm…

May God bless Malaysia and bring peace to people

Therefore Global Peace Festival is a necessary need to Malaysia …..Where peace begins
I wish Malaysia can be restore in year 2012 and became the nation of God.
Monday, March 16, 2009

"Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until some time later"- by brother Mian yi


I think there must have a certain reason for this $1200 i lost .In the bible and Divine principle 12 mean the God number- 12 disciples of Jesus and the complement stage of God .I can’t figure out it .




Some people come into our lives and quickly go…

Some people become friends and stay awhile....
leaving beautiful footprints on our hearts....


Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow a mystery.
Today is a gift.

That's why it's called the present!







Friday, March 13, 2009


写给在美丽的灵界居住的爸爸:


Daddy today is the day -365th, you had left us .Time is going too fast, we didn’t saw you one year .Is there any change the life without you ? Yup , My world has change a lot without you , but the earth is still same .We have to be more independent cos there is not one will call us up in the morning ( we set up clock), no one will fetch us to work (we have to drive car ), no one will bring us to government building (we have to ask for people direction), No one will nab at us anymore( we have to remind ourselves ) ,No one will give Warning to us( we have to be more alert anytime) ,No one will share the knowledge of life to us ( we have to learn for ourselves),No one will switch off an air-con at night(we on it until tommorrow) ,No one will protect us from harm( we have be more careful when we alone), No one will give the sense of secrurity for us ( we scare at night).... therefore we have to grow up .Papa ,Actually everybody change a lot since you left us .We became more close to each other. A Fa change totally like you ,he is became mature now ,sometime his behavior was more likely like children .He is always taking care of family but he has a bad temper ( like you).Money since like his treasure ( sometime I would have this kind of feeling).Honestly he consider to be a filial son when he don’t loss the temper.
Sister ping is quite mature, she knows the value of family and she always guard us Indeed she is a good listener. I hope she can get her happiness soon .A Da is the one you worried more,papa dun worried about him , God will take care on him because among five of us he is the one who always give and give , he is truly living for the sake of other .I think he just lack on confident I am sure one day he can attain the more happiness among five of us. Beside we will assist him in the future.
As for me sometime I think I have miss communication with them, I just speak up my mind or I don’t know express my feeling toward to them. I can say that Vincent is the one who can understand me more. I was so surprise he can really know what I thought. Maybe I should learn how to talk nicely. I want to change myself to be more understanding, be more responsibility be more patient, I have to be self control dun let Satan control over myself .
I think there is not easy for me I have this bad habit almost 25 year, so it take time to change my fallen nature.
Mummy is always take care of us, she is a good and cute mother .I wish she could stay healthy and happy always .I love mummy so much. Unfoturenally she always needs to be middle among of us
Ah kuan is actually just like me but we character may a bit different.
Beside papa we have open the tuition center in Jalan Flora, I wish to have my own career, and i wish to offer something to God and true parents.
There is the big change for us within this year...I miss papa so much .I miss the time we spent together. Papa, five of us are currently working in Singapore, so the living expenses we still can affordable during this economic crisis .There is not much affect of us on this down trend of economic.
How I wish you still here, I wish to bring you to travel around the world. I want to repay your love ...Is there any chance for me to do so?


请记得我们的约定-天国的约定
Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Briney and I One dream Two person
Dear Heavenly father and True parents
Recently JB center has organize a lot of activities such as fund raising , seminar , workshop , HDK ,and As you know the latest hot event power of 10 cent founded by bro zhi kuan . I think it will be a very meaningful event , This may attract a thousand of people grant support I think it can really work to bring the children leave far away from poverty . Last Sunday, there was a peace speaking tour ,HJN didn’t come so I also didn’t attend the event .We are seldom to join them. I felt shame when I saw all the brother and sister working hard for the God providence. I didn’t offer anything .Beside I felt tired of the life of Unification church .As a member we must follow the heavenly Law, sometime the law if actually quite strict. “Just think” is also found guilty .Can I just take a break, do what I what isn’t possible, father ? For me the most struggle is “blessing”. People around me are always talk about blessing, I felt more stress.

Nowadays we are quite close to World vision .I have learn a lot of thing through the sharing with Lee sin jie -world vision. I have sponsored a child from South African. Maybe the drama - “the last breakthrough” is really inspired me for so many year .I wish to be a volunteer to help people from third country .I wish I could became a sunlight from them , I want children to grow up with happiness and to know God when they was young
I wish to offer something to the society .to experience life as well .
World vision‘s staff is truly living for the sake of other, they care for the helpless people, they inverts their heart and soul to bring peace to children, They are really want to build up a better place for children .I wish I could be like them, to give and give ….but they may gave up a lot of things such as wealth, status or even life. In fact they can found the real happiness from the face of children.

If the financial allowe me to work as a volunteer , I will be so happy and be so grateful in my life , I believe my dream will come out soon .As for my tuition center I wish I could found someone who really love to teach , responsibility and reliable teacher to take care of my center .I want to build up the good relationship with parent ,and to teach student well they can achieve their goal ,happy learning ,to study God’s word in order to became a prefer student . I want my Happy Angel tuition center can became a second home of God , I wish to organized Parents workshop , husband workshop ,wife workshop and to introduce our true parents –second coming lord to them .I want to bring them to God.
My family can join us together as well as dad working with us spiritually , Let we build up together one family under God in order t o reach One world family under God.
I want to bring glory to True parents and God and to conform our beloved heavenly father.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Dear my beloved heavely
Father , I am so graeuful , U make me felt warm .Yesterday Boss pass me $600 because i lost my salary .I was very shock . He is really a nice man .Intiatily I keep Insists dun take the money because it all my fault How can i take the money from boss.Boss just put the money on my table .I have not choice i just kept it. fahter , thank you so much for give me such a good boos...I want to repay him..but how i gonna to repay him?
I know he currently facing the shortage of manpower and MOM come and invertigation on him cos the ex-salesman was report some information to government. I am not sure about it .Father please bless my boss , he can run his bussiness succefful and good in health...I hope the blessing of God will come with him....Anyway thousand of thank you for my boss, God ,Universal ....
Monday, March 2, 2009


Dear heavenly Father and True parents
Father , Time is going very fast today is the Dad's Anniversary (Lunar) we woke up at 8.00am , After preparing food we went to Zhong Hua shang chuang dirently . I brough the DVD player with the disk which i made for daddy . We intend to let daddy watch the movies.

Dad, how are you in spirit world? sorry to leave you alone...my heart was so pain without u

Athough dad have been leaving us one year , we still miss him as much as b4
our love for you will never change ...I can felt that u are always be with us ...you never leave us ..

I saw mummy shed tear on the face , it mean that thousand of missing you ...
sister ping and jun also...how i wish you could be with us together. I saw ah Fa stand infront of you , he miss you so much ....
Dad , did u miss us ? I know you cant bear to leave us .... can u tell me the way to see you ? Did you meet God ?Did you follow True parents will?

Dad lead them back to God,



Mummy prepred alot of delicious food for daddy and we bought the CD-My beloved dad which is i made to dad
Sunday, March 1, 2009

Dear heavenly father and True parents
Father , today i went to sunday school , I am happy to teach sunday school , it can make me felt warm . Beside this time i was prepared well The lesson -True father hometown , at lease them know true father hometown is korea ,Jengjo . children are always arround me especially Yu xuan ,Zhi xuan ,qiqi , I miss my bao bei yong rong and Yi hui deeply .I didnt see them two month ago . Heavenly father Recently mayumi san was seldom to go church , If they are facing finacial problem? or life on faith ? Mayumi san is a strong faith and dedicated person . or could be her husband? Father pls bless them to overcome the struggle and blee yong rong and yi hui grow up with happiness.my another baibei ai zhen also seldom to go church , because bro yong xing has to work at sunday . Father pls bless bro yong xing and sis maribao's family. I wish then can stay happy ,health and wealth .
After sunday school i was rush to go S'pore to settle same A/c .
My boss pass me the money , I just put into my pocket .When boss sent me to Kranji I realise that I lost my money inside the pocket .I quikly call boss and sam to help me to find the money whether i left in the office .Boss treat me very well , Sam also very kind..Thank you so much for them to lend a helping hand.

Father , Although i cant find the money , I may felt a bit down .The most painful and sadness I already expreince it so nothing can compare with the life . This is only a samll case for me .
I hope the money can go with the person who really need the money to save their life ...