DeAR my beloved heavenly father and true parents
that day i got a dream , i dream on our family include vincent we went to a beautiful valley.sis smile very nature toward to daddy,a fa hug pipi place on the stone.how happy we are, or i can say happy can be so easy..father, i drove briney to taman university ,after back home i saw daddy lying in the floor i quikly call sis and ah fa to move daddy back to the bed.later i back to room and sleep awhile, actually i felt scare id un willing to see dad suffer so much i always want to hide .this few week my heart was keep in jump very fast, and a lot of negative thinking come out, i am so scare,i will lose daddy.i pray and pray with tear i hope miracle will come out.i cant sleep at all i went to mother room and help mummy to massage,sundenly i hear ah fa to call daddy wake up but daddy was not respond ,sis quikily wake up to call daddy but dad stilll no respond mummy and i quikly go down state to take a look, daddy 处于昏迷状态。we try to call him he finaly got respond but daddy cannot open eye due to 水肿，daddy's leg also both水肿,we try to call papa and he said 喉咙有痰，吐不出来，i am so scare i was keep crying and i remember wat the secret wrote, i go back to my room, i drow a picturewith tear i keep praying to God , pls dun take my papa aways ,i draw a picture which is our whole family go to korea-CP and HK star of avenue i want to prove that the secert .i pray to god deeply. Soon papa get better a bit he can eat porriage sis gave ling zhi and porriage to daddy ,daddy look like very suffer and he still冒汗we though he may feel hot.Sis say dun worry daddy now 排毒he getting better after eat western medician.we have a bit realise,i ask daddy must recovery soon daddy say he will .Sis and ah fa mummy try to clean daddy's 大便，daddy look adnormal but sis say is good for daddy cos 排毒 ， daddy breath very since like very hard ..sound like got many 痰inside ,after that daddy not respond even we call him many time.ah fa, sis and mummy send daddy to hospital it was a heavy raining,mummy ask me to take care baby,my heart was so pain.i keep on pray and pray ,i cry and cry and i call bro shu lin he say do 40 bow to ancestor ,i alone to wait for jun and da to come back,this time i have a very bad thinking,i am so scare.later jun came back sis say daddy cant alive on today.i almost crazy, pray and do bow in outside,auty look at me ,but i totally baise le,once ah fa,mummy come back mummy told to me no matter what happen we must be brave since daddy so suffer like that we must let go.i call bro shu lin whether he got the holy wine jun and i cry very hard we cant acept daddy will leave us.When we reach the hospital we saw da sis ,sis told us to talk to daddy and tell him dun worry about us we will take care of mummy ask daddy to realise and go to a beautiful place.i cry infront daddy and i hold him hand i cant bear to leave him alone and i kiss him in my life time i say daddy i love you 我不要在留你了，我要你去一个美丽快乐的地方。不要在这里受苦了，要回到神的身边，all of us cry together because we cant bear to leave daddy..hui ching ,bro shu ling and same bro and sis to giva us a warn greeting,brother shu lin told to daddy,daddy look more peaceful.thank you so much....after they go back i read DP to dad ,sundely i saw daddy breath became slowly i quikly ask sis to come in ,the nurse already come,she say talk to him he still can hear us, 当我看到daddy 的心跳慢慢停止，我的心有如刀刻，痛的不能自帕。好痛好痛心痛到没有感觉，我们一直跟daddy说话until daddy 心跳停止， sis and i cry very hard...until mummy and jun come we know daddy can hear us..我真的好痛，sad从来都没有这种感觉。i say papa i love you so much......after that we 收拾我们的心情，我知道我们要面对跟痛苦的经历。。犹如做梦一样，从来都没想过会有这么残忍的一天。爸爸回到了神的身边他带着我们满满的爱离开了去了一个美丽的世界，留给了我们美丽的回忆。Dad , today is the day which i dun want to remember....Dad pls take good care , no one can take us apart as long as our heart are always be with u together. God will lead you , God Love you, we Love you too.Dad the memory u gave to us , It will became my energy to live well and i will keep it in my deep heart .
that day i got a dream , i dream on our family include vincent we went to a beautiful valley.sis smile very nature toward to daddy,a fa hug pipi place on the stone.how happy we are, or i can say happy can be so easy..father, i drove briney to taman university ,after back home i saw daddy lying in the floor i quikly call sis and ah fa to move daddy back to the bed.later i back to room and sleep awhile, actually i felt scare id un willing to see dad suffer so much i always want to hide .this few week my heart was keep in jump very fast, and a lot of negative thinking come out, i am so scare,i will lose daddy.i pray and pray with tear i hope miracle will come out.i cant sleep at all i went to mother room and help mummy to massage,sundenly i hear ah fa to call daddy wake up but daddy was not respond ,sis quikily wake up to call daddy but dad stilll no respond mummy and i quikly go down state to take a look, daddy 处于昏迷状态。we try to call him he finaly got respond but daddy cannot open eye due to 水肿，daddy's leg also both水肿,we try to call papa and he said 喉咙有痰，吐不出来，i am so scare i was keep crying and i remember wat the secret wrote, i go back to my room, i drow a picturewith tear i keep praying to God , pls dun take my papa aways ,i draw a picture which is our whole family go to korea-CP and HK star of avenue i want to prove that the secert .i pray to god deeply. Soon papa get better a bit he can eat porriage sis gave ling zhi and porriage to daddy ,daddy look like very suffer and he still冒汗we though he may feel hot.Sis say dun worry daddy now 排毒he getting better after eat western medician.we have a bit realise,i ask daddy must recovery soon daddy say he will .Sis and ah fa mummy try to clean daddy's 大便，daddy look adnormal but sis say is good for daddy cos 排毒 ， daddy breath very since like very hard ..sound like got many 痰inside ,after that daddy not respond even we call him many time.ah fa, sis and mummy send daddy to hospital it was a heavy raining,mummy ask me to take care baby,my heart was so pain.i keep on pray and pray ,i cry and cry and i call bro shu lin he say do 40 bow to ancestor ,i alone to wait for jun and da to come back,this time i have a very bad thinking,i am so scare.later jun came back sis say daddy cant alive on today.i almost crazy, pray and do bow in outside,auty look at me ,but i totally baise le,once ah fa,mummy come back mummy told to me no matter what happen we must be brave since daddy so suffer like that we must let go.i call bro shu lin whether he got the holy wine jun and i cry very hard we cant acept daddy will leave us.When we reach the hospital we saw da sis ,sis told us to talk to daddy and tell him dun worry about us we will take care of mummy ask daddy to realise and go to a beautiful place.i cry infront daddy and i hold him hand i cant bear to leave him alone and i kiss him in my life time i say daddy i love you 我不要在留你了，我要你去一个美丽快乐的地方。不要在这里受苦了，要回到神的身边，all of us cry together because we cant bear to leave daddy..hui ching ,bro shu ling and same bro and sis to giva us a warn greeting,brother shu lin told to daddy,daddy look more peaceful.thank you so much....after they go back i read DP to dad ,sundely i saw daddy breath became slowly i quikly ask sis to come in ,the nurse already come,she say talk to him he still can hear us, 当我看到daddy 的心跳慢慢停止，我的心有如刀刻，痛的不能自帕。好痛好痛心痛到没有感觉，我们一直跟daddy说话until daddy 心跳停止， sis and i cry very hard...until mummy and jun come we know daddy can hear us..我真的好痛，sad从来都没有这种感觉。i say papa i love you so much......after that we 收拾我们的心情，我知道我们要面对跟痛苦的经历。。犹如做梦一样，从来都没想过会有这么残忍的一天。爸爸回到了神的身边他带着我们满满的爱离开了去了一个美丽的世界，留给了我们美丽的回忆。Dad , today is the day which i dun want to remember....Dad pls take good care , no one can take us apart as long as our heart are always be with u together. God will lead you , God Love you, we Love you too.Dad the memory u gave to us , It will became my energy to live well and i will keep it in my deep heart .
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