Actually every time almost the same ..I am, not willing my life should be life thatI want my life full of colour that is what we call wondeful Life…No meaningful…Time by time …Day by day..Dream became far away….The day before , i got a very bad news from Ah fa…He said that Dad got a cancer which is call Lin ba ai and fortI am so scare, God please bless my beloved father…I am willing to lost anythin as long as can save daddy life..I am willing to exchange my life with dad …Dear my beloed heaenly father and true parent:Father, I am so thankful that everything that you given to me, FAMILY is ery imprtance to mefather pls dont apart my family.. It is a necenarry condition if possible to take me away..At lease i Konw divine principle i konw god and true parents is truly exit..I wont be scare anymore if i go to spritual worldI know that i didnt fullfill my resposibliy as a human being I broke heaenly law..father i alredy receied your blessing but i fail my duty …sorry heavent father and true parentsPls forgive me father , i am so shy to pray infort u and true parentsFather, my daddy havent rec’d blessing from you even holy wine alo dont hae…Father pls bless my daddyI know i will go a lowest place of spritual world..
